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17th-Jul-2009 02:33 pm(no subject)

The Fandom Secrets Meme
Guess mine!


I'll probably post them all anyway if you ask. rofl

ANYWAYS I BOUGHT THE MOST SEXY THING EVER EVER EVER. WHICH SIDE SHOULD I USE GUYS???? OMG OMG IT IS THE BEST THING EVER/rabid fan
Under cut because of size )

No, my shopping addiction never ends. Maybe I need a sephiroth poster because noithing says fangirl lame ass quite like Sephiroth.
16th-Jul-2009 02:04 pm(no subject)

jacked from [info]eaten 
Under cut )
12th-Jul-2009 01:28 am - A picture meme and a question
jacked from [info]fiertia 
• Post ten of any pictures currently on your hard drive that you think are self-expressive.
• NO CAPTIONS!!! It must be like we're speaking with images and we have to interpret your visual language just like we have to interpret your words.
• They must ALREADY be on your hard drive - no googling or flickr! They have to have been saved to your folders sometime in the past. They must be something you've saved there because it resonated with you for some reason.
You do NOT have to answer any questions about any of your pictures if you don't want to. (go ahead and ask me why.)You can make them as mysterious as you like. Or you can explain them away as much as you like.

Pictures under cut. I think they are work safe. Kinda )
Ok, so I'm trying to decorate my walls with mostly gayastic anime wall scrolls/posters. I already have on real gay code geass one where the two main characters are stairing at each other and reaching out to each other in the middle. I also have a few gravitation ones, but I hate gravitation. I found a really nice loveless one I'm going to buy: http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=260445082203

EDIT: Oh god, Kuroshitsuji is a gold mine. Bought a nice set of eight. I think I might be set with this fandom. Christ.

In the end though, I found that Saiyukai had the gayest wallscrolls. I mean I've found like 12 that are really really gay, but I'm not the biggest Saiyuki fan...YnM isn't much for posters/scrolls either. So, yeah, if you guys know of any real suggestive scrolls link em my way. XD

Oh, I'm doing this mainly to irriate my mother. It's fun.
10th-Jul-2009 10:52 pm - Persona 4 meme I jacked

I jacked this from
[info]samhatesyou

  who also translated the questions from Japanese. 
 
30 Questions for Persona 4 Fans
 

Under cut in case of spoilers )
6th-Jul-2009 11:05 pm - Finally a short meme
jacked from [info]soraryuu 

Name a fandom and I will give you my top three pairings and a little reason why.

Aside from that, I'll be moving to the new house tomorrow. HOPEFULLY the internet is working right when I get there, but if it is not, I might be offline totally for a few days. *sob* I think I'll die. Anyways, I'll take pictures of the retarded man made lake that spans the entire place. It is overkill, because this place's house used to sell for 500,000+ before shit went down hill. XD Also got a exam tomorrow in the night. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Then I got to memorize the appendicular bones and joints for Monday. And then a bunch of other shit for next Thursday's class. omg summer sucks. I just want to sit down and play Persona 3 all day. :(
I hope everyone had a great forth of July. I know I didn't, moving and putting desks together all day. Anways, here's a random pic dump from the games I've been playing because I'm bored.

THE GREATEST LOVE STORY EVER TOLD

Undercut. Image heavy )

And now I shall go to bed. EDIT: I know I spelt stuff wrong. And my iphone had gone all ghetto and shit from dropping it ten million times.

So, I’ve finished Suikoden Tierkeris and come to the conclusion that it is a worthy addition to the Suikoden series and was a smooth transition over to a handheld system. Surprisingly, Tierkeris didn’t feel like a spin-off, but instead a main title Suikoden game, despite being an alternate universe. In some ways, Tierkeris has an advantage over the mother ship titles; it has a fresh new world with fresh new characters, and lacks many of the gameplay issues previous games were burdened with while still maintaining what makes the series great. The flaws it does have are mostly superficial. Nothing major hindered my experience, so get ready for some ass-kissing!

 

 

Spoiler-Free Review under cut.  )

 

 

pairings and stuff:Spoilers )
30th-Jun-2009 12:22 pm - A question about Persona 3.

I have sort of an ordeal going on. I have the original Persona 3 and Persona 2 FES. But, I only have the official guide for Persona 3 and the FES one hasn't been released on English. The Persona 4 guide really made the slinks a breeze by having the day chart. I don't think I could really play without one of those. People on gamefaqs say that FES changed the S.links and their days so the guide won't work anymore. So, my question is, is it really, really worth playing FES instead of just the regular P3? I know there is a 20 hour extra dungeon. I don't think I really care about that unless it really adds to the plot. Does it? Besides that, are the other changes really that significant? I don’t really have the time to play the game twice, so I want everything the first time around like I did in P4.

I’m almost finished with Suikoden DS, so I think I might try and play P3 next. As for Suikoden DS, I really dig the plot, but full thoughts on that when I finish.

 

Uh, oh yeah, I think lab exam went well. Oddly enough I didn’t have many issues recalling all the bones. It was the tissues that fucked me up. I think I got two of them mixed up. Meh. I’m guessing my grade will be 142/150 probably(and you know I'm not statisfied with that lol). Screw tissues.



 

I'm reading my A&P book and it goes through all the things that can go wrong with you. Well, when it got to hair growth it said lots of hair growth meant you might have a cervical tumor. I've always thought my hair grew back really really fast and stuff, so freaked out about that until my mother told me to stfu since that's only for women who get hair on their chest and shit. So then I get to nail growth and it has a section about horizontal lines indication malnutrition. Of course, I freaked out again because I have a few. I got told to shut the fuck again and "Americans don't get malnourished dumbshit."  Finally I got to the skin cancer section where it went through the three most common kinds. Guess what I did? Yeah, I looked over every inch of my body. And there's this big brown match on my back that has been there for years. I always thought it was scaring from ache, but now my brain is going $%%^&^%$%...Yeah, this does not go well with my hypochondriac part of me. Can't wait until the next chapter. :/

Backloggery has been raping my wallet. Since I signed up and looked at everyone's collections, I've bought like ten games: Dynasty Warriors 2-4, Alter Iris 2, Threads of Fate, Orange Box, Stella Decus, Suikoden and others. I pretty much wanted that to happen though and all of them were cheap. I do wonder if I'll even like Dynasty Warriors, but everyone has them so it must be a decent series.

Yep, life has been boring.



25th-Jun-2009 04:27 pm - :(:(:(:(
R.I.P Micheal Jackson.

Today sucks
23rd-Jun-2009 12:28 am(no subject)

First exam is tomorrow. Ugh. I hope I do well. i should do well, but you never know. I went to the counselor, who just suggested keeping trying to enroll and hope someone doesn’t pay. If I don’t make it in that way, she suggested crashing both classes. Not looking forward to that. My last resort, would be taking Micro up in this shitty college an hour away. The counselor said that would be a lot of trouble though. Good news is that if all goes well, I can apply for nursing school next August and I’ll be priority one. It is a lottery, but I should have good chance getting in. I wish it was based on GPA. I don’t see why joe blow with a 2.5 GPA should get in before me on pure luck. Fucccck that shit.

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Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter. Then, go to your journal and post ten things you love starting with that letter. Give your friends letters, too.

Letter R from[info]singloom 

 

Ranting, Reading, Rape, Reviewing, recaps, RPGs, Rage, Riku, Rumbling Hearts and R.B.D )
21st-Jun-2009 07:20 pm - I just wasted 2 hours of my life.
Link to EVERY game I own

So I got this link from [info]sparky_ld and it is pretty awesome to see what I have to beat and all the games I own.  I nulled out all my bad birthday gifts(you can still see what they are), but everything else is counted. I've realized several things:

-My parents did not know what to buy me in my PS1 days.
-I had a lot more time back when I was around 12-16.
-I've gotten a whole shit load pickier about what I buy
-I hardly play anything other then RPGs anymore. :/

Now look at it and tell me what I'm despertaly missing so I can add it to my wishlist and buy later! XD I only like RPGs, Platformers, horror/survival and simulation games like Phoenx Wright though.
18th-Jun-2009 10:21 pm - memes

Shit going on:

 -Meeting with the counselor on Monday, who probably won’t be able to do anything for me but it is worth a shpt. All the other transferable colleges are like almost two hours away. Ughhhhhhhh!

 -I’m going to get back to doing my news years resolution of at least losing ten more pounds, 15 if I want to be at my ideal weight for my height. I guess I just sort of feel like it. I can maintain the weight I am now without issue as long as I don’t  eat horribly, but I’d like to be as comfortable as possible come next year to prepare for nursing school.

 -Suikoden DS reminds me of everything I hate about organized religions. XD Also, don’t tell me Liu is my fucking strategist. God noooooo. Lolol

 

Ok, now for memes.

 

Jacked from

[info]dawnrune

 

 

List 10 of your favorite characters from different fandoms, and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, and if they're so inclined, to draw conclusions about you based on the patterns they've spotted.
(I’m breaking the rules and doing as many as I damn well please)
the list:
1) Jet Enduro (Wild ARMS 3)
2) Snowe Vingerhut (Suikoden IV)
3) Albel Nox (Star Ocean III)
4) Seth (Lost Odessey)
5) Herve (Folklore)
6)  Naoto (Persona 4)
7) Sephiroth or Zack (Final Fantasy VII)
8) Albedo (Xenosaga)
9)  Spike (BtVS)
10) Hisoka (Yami no Matsuei

11) Tokito (Wild Adaptor)

12) Luke (Tales of the Abyss)

13) Kratos( ToS)

14) Emil (ToS:DotNW)

15) Jay (Tales of Legendia)

 The fact that they are mostly men is a given. XD

 

Words meme

[info]rikachai

 gave me

 

 

under cut )
17th-Jun-2009 10:16 pm - meme and mini buffy rant

Another mini Buffy rant:(Spoilers if you have not seen the series. Not that you would understand it anyway if you haven't seen it XD)

Ok, so I've finished season five and I'm on season 6. I have a major, major bone to pick about the BuffyxSpike pairing. I like the pairing; don't me wrong here, but there is something fucked up about it. If Buffy were a man and Spike were a woman, Buffy would NEVER be able to get away with what she does to Spike, whom is by the way, DEFENLESS all through season 5 and sort of half way through Season 6. Buffy could not get away with hitting him just for saying he loves her. She could not get away with calling him “a disgusting evil thing” “with no feelings.” If the genders were reversed, Buffy could not get away with all that abuse, even with Spike being a Vampire. Just no fucking way. Someone would say something about how it isn’t right to hurt Spike when he is doing nothing wrong and can’t even fucking defend himself. It isn’t right for her to break his door down, break his shit, and call him the worst things just to make herself feel better about life. Hey, if he is so evil and disgusting and you don’t want to fucking look at him, why do you USE HIM TO BABY SIT YOUR GOD DAMNED SISTER. Why do you make him promise he’ll protect her for the rest of her life if she dies?(Yeah HE WAS GOING TO. SERIOUSLY. If she wasn’t brought back, who the fuck would be Dawn’s father figure? Yeah Spike. Giles was lolling his ass back to England. Spike and Willow and Terra were the only ones there for here) And then she uses him as a convenient fuck, just because she can and it makes her feel better. Great, Buffy. Just great. Way to be an ass to a guy that just might work out for you. Angel was huge mopey pain in the ass that you couldn’t have sex with. Riley was a He-Man who needed to be stronger then you to feel comfortable with himself. Spike? He just loves her. He doesn’t really care who’s stronger. He just gets off on the foreplay. He’s risked his life for her a bunch of times. She trusts him enough to let him in the house and watch her sister by himself. Like, what else could you want? Christ. I mean, the only issue is the chip, and what he would do if it came out, but that still shouldn’t stop her from trying to have a healthy relationship with him. He’s got the all the right qualities; they just needed to be fine tuned. Instead its all “I’m just using you, okay? Lolol I still luv luv Angel. Haha sucks for you!” >.<

 

You know, men in general in this series are treated like dirt. Just saying.



The interview five questions meme. Questions asked by [info]singloom 

Questions under cut )
16th-Jun-2009 02:11 pm - In which I fail at life...

I tried getting off caffeine again. I lasted two days. First day off of it, I slept in until 1 pm and felt too sick to get up and take my brother to school, so he missed. By sick I mean terrible headache. I took a bunch of Motron and managed to drag myself to anatomy and physiology class. It was fun and I like the instructor. The schedule looks very reasonable and concrete and all the exams are in sections, so despite being a summer class, it believe it will be easier then Chemistry.  Today I sleep in until 12 with another fucking headache and just gave up. 5 cups of coffee later I feel great again. I don’t remember having these problems last time…I can’t even focus without the stuff and I can’t go to class feeling like complete shit. I know, I know poor me..lololol

14th-Jun-2009 10:17 pm - memes
Before I go into the memes, I must say I finished the Gravitation manga and fuck it was painful but now it is done. I do believe I will rant/btich/complain after I finish the anime, just so I have as much to bitch about as possible. I just need to release the anger I feel!

I've started really playing Suikoden Tierkeris starting today. It hasn't exactly sucked me in yet, but I guess the plot seems interesting enough, maybe a little bit to fast-paced or idk simple. I do like that it doesn't have any connection to the main series. It is nice not having to know jackshit sometimes. Battle system is too easy though and I don't like the word map that much. The stupid quest system better not end up being a pain in the ass, because I really hate questing right now. I want that uke boy Liu in my fucking party. I just know that little mother fucker is a gary-sue. I just know it. Also, TWINCEST. omg TWINCEST. I find it quite amazing that first two femle playable characters both happen to be pretty awesome. Why thank you Suikoden. Dirk, shut up and stop feeling bad that your dicky is smaller now.

P.S This is my last night of FREEDOM. I go back tommorow. Wahh. I don't want to.

jacked this from

[info]singloom 


The Have/Own meme )

 

f-list fill out thingy )
13th-Jun-2009 03:05 pm - ToSDotNW Review + Rants

Wow, I don’t think I’ve ever written this much after finishing a game. O.O

 

 

 

ToS:DotNW Review: non-spoilers )

 

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The rants and random comments/stupidity )

 

Damn, I'm sad it is over. Who knows when I'll get to play another good tales game again. :( I guess Suikoden DS is next, but I also want to play a million other things, so eh...

12th-Jun-2009 09:30 pm - ITS RANDOM TIME!!! MY COOKING. LOL

I won't have my massive TotNW review and rant done until sometime tomorrow, but I just have to post something anyway.

Here is my never seen before cooking.


Now eveyone tell me how elegant my burnt peice of salmon looks or else I'll be sad.(okay not really)See how the plastic plate brings out the color and matches the dirty counter top.

Ok, time to stop dicking around and finish the game.
9th-Jun-2009 11:01 am - Oh Adam...XD

Adam Lambert Finally Just Admits He's Gay


'I'm going to wait for Rolling Stone, that will be cooler,'" he tells the magazine. "I didn't want the Clay Aiken thing and the celebrity-magazine bullsh--t. "

I love this guy. I love him.  Best coming out line ever.

Oh and this is important because...uhhh it isn't but damnit it makes him even hotter. Also, what do you mean "finally" bitches. It hasn't been that long at all and he was never hiding it to begin with.

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Speaking of TV, just when I thought intervention couldn't find any one more messed up people to match all the other messed up people they come find "The Twins." I love that show. God, when will people stop falling for this crap. It has only been on 5 FUCKING YEARS. DURRR.

8th-Jun-2009 10:51 pm - music meme
i Jacked this from [info]enfacade  and I was 100% honest. lol Laugh at my poor taste

Post your top fifteen bands/artists, the first song you heard of theirs, the song that made you fall in love, and your current favorite.

Under cut. Kinda long )Nothing really going on. Been playing Dawn of the New World like crazy and I've been doing every sidequest and quest ever so I'm taking awhile. I want a perfect grade shop damnit. I'll rant about that when I finish it because all I can really keep saying is GAY GAY GAY GAY anyway. On a more painful note, I've been reading Gravitation during battles(they are on auto) and god my head hurts. I swore to myself I'd finish this horrible shit so I could watch the rest of the anime, but it is so painful and stupid..and just really really really really stupid.

I'm sorry for saying this but I have too. I'm so god damn sorry but MAKI MURAKAMI SUCKS. I read her little cliff notes and it is all about her complaining about how other people complain about her manga. WELL YEAH BECAUSE IT IS SHIT SHIT SHIT. After volume 7 she fails to take anything and I mean anything seriously. Yeah, I'm sorry lady, you can draw some porn, I'll give you that, but you can't come up with a half decent plot. I've seen 12 year old fanfiction writers come up with better stuff then this. Rage and K blowing stuff up as part of the plot line? wut. Yuki's sister/little brother thrown in there to tease Yuki about the rape? wut. Kiddnapping? wut. Bird costume? wut. I just think it all went down hill after volume 7. It wasn't so bad before that...I guess. I'm now on vol. 10 and it really really really hurts to even look at it. AND it so doesn't help with Maki's mother fucking comments on every other page going "I know this plot is going no where. HAHAHA. Whenever I run out of ideas I just add a new character. HAHAHAHA. Do you like Yuki/whoever else's new look? It looks totally different I know but who cares. I just like trying new things to fuck with you guys. HAHAHAHA. I'm actually getting money for this HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA"

Well, fuck you.  And for the record what I watched of the anime seemed ten times better then the manga just because it wasn't so completely retarded. Ok, I think I'll go take my medication or something.
4th-Jun-2009 09:02 pm - My retarded arm/shoulder situation

I honestly don’t remember how much I’ve written about this, but probably not very much because it hasn’t gotten bad until about a week ago. Basically, around 6-8 months ago my mom got some free furniture from a friend. Because my mom is an epic bitch and was thus unwilling to hire some one to carry the FREEEEEE furniture into the fucking truck and drive EIGHT minutes back to our house to unload it, she had me and my grandparents help here. Let’s go through the reasons why this so epically retarded:
 

Under cut to save space )

 
Anyone ever had a limb problem like this?

Well, anyways, welcome everyone from the Hetalia Friending meme. I hope I get to know all three of you!
3rd-Jun-2009 04:24 pm(no subject)

the hetalia friending meme
2nd-Jun-2009 10:58 pm - A very interesting post..NOT. meme

Reply to this meme with "Words" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you.

[info]fiertia  gave me these

 
Dark Blue
I'm gonna guess she picked this because of my layout. XD Uh, I like the color blue and black so dark blue is pretty cool. My favorite color is red though, and blue I only like because of years of retarded Sonic cartoons, games, and comics brainwashing.
Raven from Tales of Vesperia

under cut for Vesperia spoilers )


video games
I play them...a lot when I'm not taking classes. Not so much when college starts. :( I like JRPGs, platformers, horror/survival, and games like Phoenix Wright. I buy more then I could ever play. Yeah, that's about it.
slash
click on the yaoi related tag for this. I think I've written far to much about it already, including my likes, dislikes, kinks, pairings, etc, etc.
memes
I do them because I really don't have anything interesting to talk about most of the time when I'm not ranting about fandom.
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Random buffy the vampire slayer note: Wouldn't that make Willow bisexual? Or were they just so "omg gay character in popular TV series lets make her really really gay gay gay" even though she liked penis for three seasons and sucked penis for two seasons and touched penis for two seasons and had lots of sex with Oz for two seasons. Not that I care one bit about her(OZ AND XANDER FAIL LIKE SERIOUSLY) liking the girl parts, but dude, I call BISEXUAL. Ya know, unless it is normal to stop being attracted to the opposite sex even though you were. Maybe it is.
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I also had a very South Park moment today. One of my cats appeared to SHIT OUT OF ITS MOUTH. Yeah, the throw up looked like a turd, so much so I thought he must have ate his own shit and spit it up inact. But I did expirmentation and found out it was only a turd shapped hair ball. This was almost as cool as the time I pulled a string out of its ass that was about a foot long(he ate it. Amazing it came out intact, huh?). Yes, you needed to know this.

1st-Jun-2009 12:14 am - This game.....

....IS AWESOME. I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS. HERE IS WHY:

1. Richter's sidequests: Consists of one gay moment between Emil and Richter after the other. Male bonding, blushing, genreal awkwardness. I swear, I really haven't seen something this canon in an RPG for a long time.
2. Richter and Me Skit: Consists of Emil whining about if he could really kill the one he loves like Regal did. Then he realizes he was referring to Richter and then he's all "w-wait I don't love him..w-wait but I like him...AHHH!!" I think that sums it up.
3. Decus is like a flaming bisexual hot guy with really gay hip movements.
4. Emil randomy turns into an asshole and insults everyone, and when he's not doing that he's in pussy mode and luv luv Richter mode.

Basically, I know its doing this fanservice stuff on purpose, and I like it when a game throws gay in my face every other second.

Btw, ten bucks says that wasn't a real love letter. Probably just Raine warning Regal about Emil's "problems." Though I don't mind the couple. Raine could use her own yatt.

Dawn of the New World, you've beaten any Suikoden game on the yaoi quota. Congrats. Yeah, and fuck Vesperia. This is where it is at. The very fact that some so called "shitty" sequel has a more well-put-together story then the god damn mother ship, next gen Tales game is so fucking sad. So very fucking sad. How damn hard is it to make a decent game, huh?  Even with all the repeat dungeons, the horrible quests, the bad voice acting, and the stupid ass monster system, Vesperia still can't hold a candle to it.

EDIT: Ok, maybe that was kinda harsh on Vesperia, but that game disappointed me so much. I really do think DotW beats it story/character/skit/main side-quest wise. At least I enjoy it more.

Oh and if you think I'm being unfair with all the boyslove worship, Marta would work great with Colette or....Alice. Sadly, I wouldn't wish something so horrible on Collete or Alice, but I can see it. Just saying.
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